So yea my night was nothing short of crap...........
1st - tried being nice to Cameron, i have absolutely no problem with him, but he hates me for some reason that obviously im not seeing....
2nd - constantly seems like people are avoiding me
3rd - cops are douche's
4th - being home is depressing, makes it worse when you've already had a shitty night
maybe i should give up on trying to have any type of relationship, i dont want to, i hate being single,, but the person that im trying to get close to and trying to get to know seems like she's already drifting away from me
Only good news is that the music promotion thing is set in stone, maybe that'll help me keep my god damn sanity
EDIT: so i took part of this entry out, i realized that it wasnt true...it was my fatigue and rarely occuring pessimistic moods, im usually always optimistic about things....the thing i stated earlier about the person that im trying to get close to, well im always here for you babe........just a lil bit worried....<3
Nonetheless, im sticking to my motto: "let whatever happens, happen"
~Si Taht Mai~ | 
